
Wednesday, September 14, 2011
double Y self-portrait

Tuesday, September 13, 2011
didot, je t'aime
Sunday, August 7, 2011
reviving "Mrs. H"
My mother used to laugh a lot more. She had a strong laugh. Not the kind that sort of just hovers at the back of your throat without ever truly coming out in the open. No, she laughed like she meant it. She had a way of tossing her head back, her nostrils would flare out a little, and she'd clap her hands once or twice. Sometimes, she cried because she was laughing so hard. It was a beautiful sight.
It was my father who could really make her laugh the kind of laughs that eventually brought tears. He'd sit down at the piano with me, bopping up and down on his knee, and we'd sing along to some silly made-up tune. She'd start twirling around us in that pale blue dress with the white flowers; her long, brown hair swaying behind her. At the end of the song, she'd come around behind us and put a bare arm on each of our shoulders, bending forward to kiss us. I remember the smell of her hair, like honey, falling over my face in soft, feathery curls. She cut it when he died.
I remember crying when I saw her come out of the bathroom, after being in there for what seemed to me like forever. Her face was flushed, and beads of sweat formed around her temples and above her upper lip. She had chopped off more than a foot of her beautiful hair. It barely reached her ears anymore and stuck out at all these funny angles. I thought it was the worst thing she could have done to me. I peeked between her legs and saw into the bathroom where she had spread out newspapers on the tiled floor. Her thick brown locks covering the Sunday post. I kicked her as hard as I could in the shin. I was only ten. And I called her ugly to her face.
Saturday, August 6, 2011
i was much better at keeping a journal at the age of eight

[some excerpts probably only amusing to me; spelling, grammar mistakes and all]
Thursday, July 14, 2011
lists
Thursday, July 7, 2011
"found" poem: in the office
i’d say a cross between mean girls
& the inquisition:
a systematic firing squad
of dis-
empowerment.
my life dream
is to be able to create
my own hoops to jump
through.
but for now, a self-described
flaming pea-
cock
is squawking & honking incessantly
over speaker phone:
“this is a LESSON you need to learn
& ACCEPT
in order to be a successful
TEAM-
PLAYER.”
leave. LEAVE NOW. who the fuck
cares?
next time around, you know
it’s going to be two weeks notice
& here’s my
transition
post-it note.
Wednesday, June 22, 2011
sketchbook project complete
still, a happy camper about the fact that they finally finished digitalizing this baby...six months later!
the final product of my sketchbook project. theme: coffee & cigarettes. enjoy!
http://www.arthousecoop.com/library/2549#page-slide_1